On Being Like You


You fill your dim solitude
With crosswords, Countdown, and phone calls
(if you hear the ring).

I tower over you now when I visit,
Embarrassed by my strength as we edge our way to the shops -
You on my steadying arm.

Worse than your frailty
Is my fear as I watch for a glimpse of your fierce love,
Or outraged anger.

We sit together after lunch -
You snoring gently. I watch and wonder how often I've been told
I am the image of my mother.

Chrissie Williams, July 2003